My Never-Ending Search for Adderall

Welcome to year 43 of ADHD. I am a middle-aged man with a neurodevelopmental disorder for which I take medication to get through the day. I’m embarrassed to admit this, even though some people show off their ADHD like a guy making sure you notice the Cartier Tank on his wrist. Look at Instagram, TikTok, or YouTube and you’ll find glib confessionals about life with ADHD, testimonials on how to be productive, and claims of “cures” through diet and exercise. All of these attract hundreds if not thousands of likes. Call it the memeification of attention deficit hyperactivity disorder.

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